I know I'm not always the best person, but why do I have to be alone through this.
I've been there for people whenever they need me, I do whatever I can to take care of people when they're at their lowest even if I'm in a bad way.
And this happens, and I get left alone.
What am I doing wrong that I can lose so much and feel so terrible and have nobody who wants to be here for me. Or I should say who actually is there, or here, for me.
I love you Jordan, and I will be here for you if you need ANYTHING. I will be there in a heartbeat.
Your father is the inspiration that pushes me to be the best EMT that I can ever be. Through me he will save lives, or at least give them a chance, this much I promise.
I love my family. I really do, yet I sit here alone in my house. I am very happy for the fact that they have people who love them too that are hopefully there to support them through these hard times.
"Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination."- Mark Twain
Where true serenity lies