patience is a virtue

This is something that I've always heard, but not something that I have practiced in my life. but something that has been now forced upon me in less that opportune circumstances.

It is like this, how I have to wait for the snow to melt so that I can truly enjoy the mountains beauty and all the activities that they have to offer. I don't want to wait, but the decision was taken from my hands by things that I can not yet control.

All the fish in the sea, but all I want is the one I set free to come back.

I am saddened.
I am overwhelmed with new burdens.
I will yet endure, so that I can see the greener grass on the other side.
I miss you, and I can't wait to be with you again.
Goodbye, for now.

Surrealism

All is good and fun when it is safe within the boundaries of theory. When ideas reach their actualization is when life gets scary. That is when you begin to encounter the unknown and the unpredictable.

It is in this void that we find out what ourselves are truly made of, really putting the nose to the grindstone.

I start into some very unknown territory in the very near future. I'm glad that I have the loved ones that I do around me to keep me feeling sane, I believe that only that is what's keeping me from spilling over.

I love you all, and you all know who you are.